Today was just another day for moving on.
Doing the things that brought meaning to my life last year.
I had another event to attend...the first for this year.
I was glad to see you at work today....even though it hurt that you did not even look sorry when I asked why did not reply to my message yesterday. Yes, you apologized...but you did not even realize that it hurt me that you ignored it.
I invited you and you said you would come visit if "there is time" which we know you will not have. As if you have time for me at all these days.
I put my arms around you again...even held your hand. You said it was too scary since anyone would see us anytime.
You said good luck and I just smiled while walking away. I smiled because it was something anybody would have said...but it was nice coming from you.
I wanted to stay there beside you even though I had somewhere else I need to be. I just wished I could tell you it was hard for me to walk away...even though you did not care.
You have no idea how your touch...your empty words...gave me a lift today. It made me smile inside even though I knew it was not enough. Because we are just friends now...even though you do not fail to make me feel so unimportant each passing day.
How did it come to this?
Should I lose hope now?
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