I don't deserve this treatment.
But I still hope.
And I hurt.
Hoping and hurting each day.
Longing.
Waiting.
When will I be free of you?
Tuesday, July 25, 2017
Longing.
Tonight I realized how much I love you.
And I wept.
I wanted to be with you so badly but I know you still need time to heal.
I don't ever want to be just a rebound girl.
I need to be your forever person.
So I cried and loved you in the silence of my mind and my heart.
I realized the lengths I would go to just to make you happy. Even if that means letting you go.
- Candz,July 22, 2017
And I wept.
I wanted to be with you so badly but I know you still need time to heal.
I don't ever want to be just a rebound girl.
I need to be your forever person.
So I cried and loved you in the silence of my mind and my heart.
I realized the lengths I would go to just to make you happy. Even if that means letting you go.
- Candz,July 22, 2017
Thursday, July 20, 2017
What does it mean?
It was so unexpected...and so surprising...
But it was something I was longing for all this time.
You coming to me on your own...without me asking you too.
I will never forget that moment...when you said that you would be with me.
I waited with bated breath as you came closer....and closer.
Finally, you were kissing me...and touching me...and making me want more.
In the morning, without the drunken fervor we felt a few hours ago....we were one again.
What does it mean?
This time...you are not pulling away and I am filled with hope and wonder..
It means something to me..
Does it with you?
But it was something I was longing for all this time.
You coming to me on your own...without me asking you too.
I will never forget that moment...when you said that you would be with me.
I waited with bated breath as you came closer....and closer.
Finally, you were kissing me...and touching me...and making me want more.
In the morning, without the drunken fervor we felt a few hours ago....we were one again.
What does it mean?
This time...you are not pulling away and I am filled with hope and wonder..
It means something to me..
Does it with you?
Wednesday, July 12, 2017
Pathetic.
It's almost 2:30am and I am eating chips and googling about how to let go of someone who doesn't love me.
I mean how pathetic is that?
Isn't it easy to forget someone who doesn't love me that way?
Am I so unloveable?
So depressed.
And so very lonely.
I mean how pathetic is that?
Isn't it easy to forget someone who doesn't love me that way?
Am I so unloveable?
So depressed.
And so very lonely.
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