LOG 1

Starting a relationship log because I finally decided to break my addiction of you.

You went to the office today but did not forget to remind me that you would not be there if you did not have to get something. I felt so rejected with that excuse. I said I wanted to drink rum cola so you proceeded to mix one for us. I have been noticing lately that you do not really drink...your excuse is that you want to think clearly while working.

I asked you to text me if I can come over after your basketball session with the boys. You said you would text but you did not. Probably because your ex was there and you really did not want me to join. It was disappointing although I kind of expected it..

Where was my chance?

You never gave me a chance.

All you think about about when you see me are excuses not to be with me.

Reasons...rationalizations.

Just need to face the harsh reality that you do not love me...not enough to fight for me.