DAY 3

This day was spent trying to get things back to what they once were.

Going to the movies with my parents and sister....eating popcorn...eating dinner after.

I had flashing memories of the first and last time we went to the movies...where we bought food...the route we took...how we held hands after....our first kiss.

Tell me it gets easier, my person?

I dread seeing you again tomorrow after learning about your betrayal.

It hurts knowing that you don't think of me now as much as I think of you still. It hurts that you don't even care how I am doing. It hurts that you don't miss me as much as I miss you...

How I miss how you were with me before you chose her..

I wish we could just fast forward to the day that I am over you and we are finally "just" friends.

Will it ever get easier? Seeing you everyday....knowing you don't love me? Being close to you and knowing that our time will never come? Sitting next to you and not remembering how close we were those few weeks that you finally noticed me?

I am hurting now.

Please make it easier on me..