I'M DONE.

I'm done.

I surrender.

Hearing "I love you as a friend" over and over is taking a toll on my heart.

Fine. You cannot love me as much as you love her even if I try so hard for you to see me...notice me.

I know you need to heal...but I need to heal too..from having my heart broken by you.

Excuses are just excuses. You are just not willing to fight for me.

You are not choosing me....maybe you never will.

So I am done...not done hoping....I can never fight hope.

But done anticipating what might or could have been.

It's painful but it must be done.

Someday I will finally move on and just see you as a friend...or someday you will change your mind.

I'm tired of fighting to hold on...anxious to fight to let go.

So I am done for now.

Let the universe do its work...