Please resign..

I was hot and bothered today....in short, fertile.

You were working and I passed you by. I was sure you did not notice but my body responded. It yearned for you. My mind was doing its best to block thoughts of you....but my body remembered.

It saddens me really...that my body still remembers you when you are near.

I dread going to work now and I just wish to never see you again. Not seeing you means I can continue moving on and not getting stuck on wanting to know what's up with you. Not seeing you means I get to focus on work without feeling the need to ignore you or get hurt by your coldness.

Please resign, Person.. You're making it so hard for me to let go.

I do not want to see you again and be reminded of what could have been...of what I have lost.

Please leave.

Please go...because you did not choose me and my heart is broken still.

Please resign....so I can choose myself again and again and feel whole at last.